justagurl24's thoughts

Six years ago today, a friend of mine and her sister died in a car accident. It was a life changing experience for me. It made me question life and significance of God. I can still remember that day as if it happened yesterday. She was the only friend of mine that was supportive of my decision to become a Christian. When she died, the importance of religion vanished. I couldn't devote my life to Jesus Christ when one of my friends had just been taken away from me.

Till this day, I still question religious views. Ever since that day, I have believed that everyone needs some kind of spirit to guide them through life. I could be wrong but who knows what's right? So I believe in having faith that there is a God, that there is something out there beyond this life.

My friend wanted to be a teacher after she graduated high school. I still wonder where she would be today if she had been able to live her life. It was too soon. Too soon to be taken away from her friends and her family. Especially her parents, the only two children they had, their life changed in a flash.

J and A, you're still in our hearts. We know you're still watching over us.

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So I haven't written in a while. School ended like a month ago. It was kind of sad. I got sentimental, of course. Thinking about the last times I walked through the Education Building, through those hallways and classrooms where I met so many awesome future teachers. I may never see these people again. They might not even remember who I am in 5 years. But that's reality I guess. Finishing school, getting a job, going out into the real world. It's all apart of life. It saddens me as it does for anyone who leaves behind really great friends and people.

I finished exams like 2 weeks ago, and received my marks back for the classes. I did well. I sent in two resumes for two jobs, so hopefully there is some chance of a job by the end of August.

So what have I been doing? Nothing really. I'm still reading all the blogs I follow. Which reminds me that I should collect all the goodies that I find on blogs in one place. I also need to clean up my room, because it just needs a cleanup. I had to send in my laptop for repairs.. cause I may have crashed the hard drive.. lol.. So I've been using this crappy desktop one. I have to wait like 2 weeks! I got my passport last week, so now I can actually leave the country.. but not planning to travel anytime soon though.

I've been thinking if (that's a giant if) I do get one of the jobs I did apply for, I'll have a ton of unit planning to do. It's like 4 Math classes, 3 computer classes, and 1 accounting class. Isn't this position so perfect for me with all the experience I had in internship? It is so ideal. I really hope I am the most qualified. I'm kind of freaking out that I might not have a job at the end of the summer. I hear from my peers that they're getting subbing jobs.. and some contracts. I don't even have a prospect. Am I really going to be working as a cashier for the rest of the year? I really hope not. Maybe I'll try Alberta, if I'm that desperate. Btw, I really want my teaching certificate. I paid for the transcript, and I'm done all my classes. It should be coming right?

Well, I should start cleaning this pigsty of a room. Until later, cheers.

Music listening to: American Idiot OBCR

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