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<title>Steph&apos;s Adventure in the Woods</title>
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<modified>2013-04-24T20:04:17Z</modified>
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<title>How to visually represent combinations</title>
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<modified>2013-04-24T20:04:17Z</modified>
<issued>2013-04-24T20:02:26Z</issued>
<id>tag:blogs.usask.ca,2013:/slb534//122.27452</id>
<created>2013-04-24T20:02:26Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">Suppose you have a set {A,B,C,D,E}. Each permutation has a different value. I want to graph the values on an axis. How do you do that? I guess a bar chart is the only way to go....</summary>
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<email>slb534@mail.usask.ca</email>
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<dc:subject>Work / Research</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>Suppose you have a set {A,B,C,D,E}.  Each permutation has a different value.  I want to graph the values on an axis.  How do you do that?  I guess a bar chart is the only way to go.  </p>]]>

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<entry>
<title>2 Game Theory meanderings</title>
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<modified>2012-11-30T17:42:44Z</modified>
<issued>2012-11-30T16:32:58Z</issued>
<id>tag:blogs.usask.ca,2012:/slb534//122.26859</id>
<created>2012-11-30T16:32:58Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">1. What would &quot;cheating&quot; look like in Cooperative Game Theory? 2. &quot;Mechanism design&quot; is sometimes called reverse game theory (see WIkipedia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mechanism_design) Could this help my earlier policy design problems? OK, and a 3rd.... when an agent needs to change...</summary>
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<name>slb534</name>

<email>slb534@mail.usask.ca</email>
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<dc:subject>Computer Science &amp; AI</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>1.  What would "cheating" look like in Cooperative Game Theory?</p>

<p>2.  "Mechanism design" is sometimes called reverse game theory (see WIkipedia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mechanism_design)     Could this help my earlier policy design problems?</p>

<p>OK, and a 3rd.... when an agent needs to change their strategy (maybe due to a phase transition caused by the 80/20rule) then pattern matching is involved because this is what helps the agent know when to change, when they detect the new pattern.  It's all coming together!!!</p>]]>

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<entry>
<title>Swoogle - Semantic Web Search</title>
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<modified>2012-11-30T16:27:42Z</modified>
<issued>2012-11-30T16:26:57Z</issued>
<id>tag:blogs.usask.ca,2012:/slb534//122.26858</id>
<created>2012-11-30T16:26:57Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">Cool!! Swoogle...</summary>
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<name>slb534</name>

<email>slb534@mail.usask.ca</email>
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<dc:subject>Semantic Web</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>Cool!!</p>

<p><a href="http://swoogle.umbc.edu/">Swoogle</a></p>]]>

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<entry>
<title>AnyLogic 6 Mac Preferences screen</title>
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<modified>2012-10-27T18:12:12Z</modified>
<issued>2012-10-27T18:06:24Z</issued>
<id>tag:blogs.usask.ca,2012:/slb534//122.26724</id>
<created>2012-10-27T18:06:24Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">Hahaha! This got me stumped for about 20 minutes! LOL! I wanted to adjust a setting on my AnyLogic 6 for Mac OS X. To do this, I had to go into the AnyLogic Preferences screen. So, I went into...</summary>
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<name>slb534</name>

<email>slb534@mail.usask.ca</email>
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<dc:subject>Tool Configuration</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>Hahaha!  This got me stumped for about 20 minutes!  LOL!</p>

<p>I wanted to adjust a setting on my AnyLogic 6 for Mac OS X.  To do this, I had to go into the AnyLogic Preferences screen.</p>

<p>So, I went into the AnyLogic menu at the top of my screen then --> Preferences and nothing happened.  I closed all my other windows and tried to figure out where the heck my Preferences window went.  It was gone!  I googled with nothing helpful.</p>

<p>Finally, I found that if you go under Tools -->  there is ANOTHER Preferences option, and this one worked.  </p>

<p>I think that Apple has documentation on how applications should work with OS X.  I suspect this is a convention imposed by Apple but not recognized by AnyLogic.  Apple thought that AnyLogic would put their Preferences screen under the AnyLogic menu (because that's where most OSX applications put their Preferences windows) but AnyLogic didn't do that, they put it under Tools.</p>

<p>Anyway, works now.  </p>

<p>The whole reason I wanted to get into Preferences was because the Code Completion feature wasn't working on my AnyLogic.  (I got a new computer so I had a new AnyLogic installation, and was trying to make the settings work how I'm used to.)  </p>

<p>I figured out that my code completion wasn't working because it was set to Alt + Space instead of Control + Space.</p>

<p>Wheee!</p>]]>

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<entry>
<title>I am learning AJAX</title>
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<modified>2012-09-25T15:37:55Z</modified>
<issued>2012-09-24T20:27:11Z</issued>
<id>tag:blogs.usask.ca,2012:/slb534//122.26555</id>
<created>2012-09-24T20:27:11Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">I just wanted to put these links somewhere I wouldn&apos;t forget. I guess I should learn to use delicious or something like that. Deja vu. OH well. Gotta run, here they are. http://www.slideshare.net/domenicdenicola/callbacks-promises-and-coroutines-oh-my-the-evolution-of-asynchronicity-in-javascript http://stackoverflow.com/questions/6182028/how-to-return-an-array-from-a-javascript-facebook-api-request This one is awesome, too: It...</summary>
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<name>slb534</name>

<email>slb534@mail.usask.ca</email>
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<dc:subject>Tool Configuration</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>I just wanted to put these links somewhere I wouldn't forget.  I guess I should learn to use <a href="http://delicious.com/">delicious</a> or something like that.  Deja vu.  OH well.  Gotta run, here they are.</p>

<p>http://www.slideshare.net/domenicdenicola/callbacks-promises-and-coroutines-oh-my-the-evolution-of-asynchronicity-in-javascript</p>

<p>http://stackoverflow.com/questions/6182028/how-to-return-an-array-from-a-javascript-facebook-api-request</p>

<p>This one is awesome, too:  It speaks EXACTLY to my "era", gently guiding me from early 00's technology into modern times...<br />
http://www.ibm.com/developerworks/web/library/wa-ajaxintro2/</p>]]>

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<entry>
<title>The Distress of the Privileged</title>
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<modified>2012-09-15T16:58:08Z</modified>
<issued>2012-09-15T15:57:03Z</issued>
<id>tag:blogs.usask.ca,2012:/slb534//122.26512</id>
<created>2012-09-15T15:57:03Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">My RSS reader showed me an article this week I enjoyed: The Distress of the Privileged. I was interested in this article because I value social justice. I also work and study in a university where many people are trying...</summary>
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<name>slb534</name>

<email>slb534@mail.usask.ca</email>
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<dc:subject>Community Networking</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>My RSS reader showed me an article this week I enjoyed:  <a href="http://weeklysift.com/2012/09/10/the-distress-of-the-privileged/">The Distress of the Privileged</a>.  I was interested in this article because I value social justice.  I also work and study in a university where many people are trying very hard to eliminate racism, particularly toward Aboriginal people, and to become a more inclusive and welcoming place.  This means that privileged people are being asked to examine their privilege so that they can better understand the issues that are invisible to them but harmful toward Aboriginal people.  This article looks at a privileged person, a 1950s western married white man, and presents an analogy that could help privileged and unprivileged people understand each other's perspective.</p>

<p>I found out about this article because I am subscribed to a blog called <a href="http://goodmenproject.com/category/noseriouslywhatabouttehmenz/">No, Seriously, What About Teh Menz?</a> which I enjoy :).</p>]]>

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<entry>
<title>Misterfire</title>
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<modified>2012-08-14T17:28:57Z</modified>
<issued>2012-08-14T17:22:31Z</issued>
<id>tag:blogs.usask.ca,2012:/slb534//122.26388</id>
<created>2012-08-14T17:22:31Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">Here is an iTunes link to the band, Misterfire. I love the combination of beautiful piano and heavy guitars in Cycle of Silence....</summary>
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<dc:subject>fun, art, music, people, misc</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>Here is an <a href="http://itunes.apple.com/ca/album/all-lit-up/id498645880?ls=1">iTunes link to the band, Misterfire</a>.</p>

<p>I love the combination of beautiful piano and heavy guitars in Cycle of Silence. </p>]]>

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<entry>
<title>No STARTTLS command has been given.</title>
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<modified>2012-08-09T18:57:17Z</modified>
<issued>2012-08-09T18:57:03Z</issued>
<id>tag:blogs.usask.ca,2012:/slb534//122.26372</id>
<created>2012-08-09T18:57:03Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">I don&apos;t have much experience debugging SMTP. A colleage of mine (thanks GV!) figured out how to enable debugging so we could actually see the the SMTP transactions. Anyway, this morning I was getting the SMTP error, &quot;No STARTTLS command...</summary>
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<name>slb534</name>

<email>slb534@mail.usask.ca</email>
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<dc:subject>Tool Configuration</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>I don't have much experience debugging SMTP.  A colleage of mine (thanks GV!) figured out how to enable debugging so we could actually see the the SMTP transactions.  </p>

<p>Anyway, this morning I was getting the SMTP error,  "No STARTTLS command has been given."</p>

<p>I was like, um, dude, I am doing this:<br />
props.put("mail.smtp.starttls.enable", "true");</p>

<p>But then the error went away when I deleted mail.jar from my build path, and made sure the path only contained mailapi.jar and smtp.jar.  Go figure!!!<br />
</p>]]>

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<entry>
<title>Oops my images</title>
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<modified>2012-07-11T16:14:40Z</modified>
<issued>2012-07-11T16:10:06Z</issued>
<id>tag:blogs.usask.ca,2012:/slb534//122.26238</id>
<created>2012-07-11T16:10:06Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">Hahaha, it looks like all the images are busted on my blog theme. Sorry, readers! I&apos;m having one of those days where I find this hilarious. Broken images! *snicker* Look at all those little X icons scattered around my blog!...</summary>
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<name>slb534</name>

<email>slb534@mail.usask.ca</email>
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<dc:subject>blog</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>Hahaha, it looks like all the images are busted on my blog theme.  Sorry, readers!  </p>

<p>I'm having one of those days where I find this hilarious.  Broken images!  *snicker*  </p>

<p>Look at all those little X icons scattered around my blog!  Like sprinkles!  Oh, I know:  Error glitter!</p>

<p>Even though Apple sent me plenty of notices that they were going to change their hosting ( dot Mac or iCloud or whatever the latest services are called)  but I didn't figure out this would mean I should change my links on my website.  </p>

<p>Anyway, I'm planning to fix it.  In the meantime, it kind of looks like renovations around here!  </p>]]>

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<entry>
<title>Sweet Hibernate links</title>
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<modified>2013-05-18T21:39:59Z</modified>
<issued>2012-07-11T16:05:51Z</issued>
<id>tag:blogs.usask.ca,2012:/slb534//122.26236</id>
<created>2012-07-11T16:05:51Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">A while ago, I learned about Jersey and started a blog post to keep track of links. (Hmm, perhaps i should get with the times and start using some kind of online bookmark management service?) Until I figure that out,...</summary>
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<name>slb534</name>

<email>slb534@mail.usask.ca</email>
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<dc:subject>Tool Configuration</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>A while ago, I learned about Jersey and started <a href="http://blogs.usask.ca/slb534/archive/2010/03/good_jersey_lin.php">a blog post to keep track of links</a>.   (Hmm, perhaps i should get with the times and start using some kind of online bookmark management service?)  </p>

<p>Until I figure that out, and as I focus on learning Hibernate, here's my collection of Hibernate links!</p>

<p>http://docs.jboss.org/hibernate/orm/3.3/reference/en/html/tutorial.html#tutorial-firstapp</p>

<p>This one is JPA, not hibernate, but related:<br />
http://openjpa.apache.org/builds/1.2.3/apache-openjpa/docs/jpa_overview_persistence.html</p>]]>

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<entry>
<title> Procedural Rhetoric</title>
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<modified>2012-06-16T17:55:17Z</modified>
<issued>2012-06-16T17:11:36Z</issued>
<id>tag:blogs.usask.ca,2012:/slb534//122.26056</id>
<created>2012-06-16T17:11:36Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">Thanks to Gail at The Female Perspective of Computer Science for her post, Procedural Rhetoric in Games. I&apos;d never heard of Procedural Rhetoric before I clicked into Gail&apos;s blog, where she links to Ian Bogost. I am super interested in...</summary>
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<name>slb534</name>

<email>slb534@mail.usask.ca</email>
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<dc:subject>Pedagogical modelling</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>Thanks to Gail at The Female Perspective of Computer Science for her post, <a href="http://compscigail.blogspot.ca/2011/02/procedural-rhetoric-in-games.html">Procedural Rhetoric in Games</a>.</p>

<p>I'd never heard of Procedural Rhetoric before I clicked into Gail's blog, where she links to <a href="http://www.bogost.com/books/persuasive_games.shtml">Ian Bogost</a>.  I am super interested in the implementation details of Procedural Rhetoric because I want to know if some of the approaches are similar to what I've been gathering for my work on pedagogical modelling.  Here's an old entry that kind of explains where I am on that: <a href="http://blogs.usask.ca/slb534/archive/2010/05/graphical_model_1.php">Strategy and Process</a>.   </p>

<p>However, I think I need to do a better job of articulating my findings.  I've still got <a href="http://blogs.usask.ca/slb534/archive/2012/06/tropes_vs_women.php">Anita Sarkeesian's videos</a> on my brain, and how well she can articulate concepts and present an argument.  I aspire to be able to explain my thoughts and ideas like her -- she's a great role model!  </p>]]>

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<entry>
<title>Tropes vs Women</title>
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<modified>2012-06-16T16:40:56Z</modified>
<issued>2012-06-16T16:35:29Z</issued>
<id>tag:blogs.usask.ca,2012:/slb534//122.26051</id>
<created>2012-06-16T16:35:29Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">Thank you to Anita Sarkeesian for the video series, &quot;Tropes vs. Women&quot;. The series is one of the most informative and relevant newscasts I&apos;ve ever seen, not to mention a pleasure to watch! Each video describes a way of portraying...</summary>
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<email>slb534@mail.usask.ca</email>
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<dc:subject>fun, art, music, people, misc</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>Thank you to Anita Sarkeesian for the video series, "Tropes vs. Women".  The series is one of the most informative and relevant newscasts I've ever seen, not to mention a pleasure to watch!  </p>

<p>Each video describes a way of portraying women in TV, movies, books, comics, games, etc -- basically any kind of work.</p>

<p>Trope #1 - <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uqJUxqkcnKA">The Manic Pixie Dream Girl</a><br />
Trope #2 - <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DInYaHVSLr8">Women in Refrigerators</a><br />
Trope #3 - <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=opM3T2__lZA">The Smurfette Principle</a><br />
Trope #4 - <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_VeCjm1UO4M">The Evil Demon Seductress</a><br />
Trope #5 - <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rhH_QGXtgQ">The Mystical Pregnancy</a><br />
Trope #6 - <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tnJxqRLg9x0">The Straw Feminist</a></p>

<p>Having seen these, now as I read books and watch movies and play video games, instead of having feelings of being "glossed over" but not being able to explain it, I can drop my book and say "Ha!  That author subscribed to the Smurfette trope!".  The reason I feel yucky is not because there's something wrong with me, it's because the authors are subscribing to these tropes.  </p>

<p>This video series has helped me strengthen my perspective.  When I see these tropes in most modern works, it's like reading a book that was written 200 years ago when "they didn't know better", and you feel kind of sorry for them and their small, limited views.  </p>

<p>The problem is that there are still tons of folks today who still subscribe to these tropes.  Let's raise some awareness and extinguish that shit.</p>]]>

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<entry>
<title>RunTheModel.com</title>
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<modified>2012-06-07T18:29:47Z</modified>
<issued>2012-06-07T18:28:25Z</issued>
<id>tag:blogs.usask.ca,2012:/slb534//122.25997</id>
<created>2012-06-07T18:28:25Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">When you&apos;re working on a simulation model and are not sure how to do something, or whether something is even possible, sometimes what you really need is an example. I just learned about this site on the AnyLogic newsletter --...</summary>
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<name>slb534</name>

<email>slb534@mail.usask.ca</email>
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<dc:subject>Tool Configuration</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>When you're working on a simulation model and are not sure how to do something, or whether something is even possible, sometimes what you really need is an example.</p>

<p>I just learned about this site on the AnyLogic newsletter -- this looks AWESOME and may satisfy my ravenous cravings for examples of simulation models!!!</p>

<p><a href="http://www.runthemodel.com/">http://www.runthemodel.com/</a></p>]]>

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<entry>
<title>/ragequit</title>
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<modified>2012-06-07T19:14:43Z</modified>
<issued>2012-06-07T13:08:06Z</issued>
<id>tag:blogs.usask.ca,2012:/slb534//122.25998</id>
<created>2012-06-07T13:08:06Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">I learned a new word. To &quot;ragequit&quot; means to quit reading something because the otherwise competent author said something discriminatory (ex: sexist or racist), giving such a stench to the article that you can&apos;t read another word. Often, this is...</summary>
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<name>slb534</name>

<email>slb534@mail.usask.ca</email>
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<dc:subject>Community Networking</dc:subject>
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<![CDATA[<p>I learned a new word.  To "ragequit" means to quit reading something because the otherwise competent author said something discriminatory (ex: sexist or racist), giving such a stench to the article that you can't read another word.  Often, this is disappointing because the topic might have been quite interesting or relevant if not for the author's bigotry.  (<B>Update:</B>  Ok, I also learned that "ragequit" is also used more generally, for example, you ragequit a video game because you are losing.)</p>

<p>The first time I heard it was from Xeni Jardin, when she said, <br />
"<a href="http://boingboing.net/2012/06/03/nyt-men-invented-the-inter.html">I ragequit this article like, 10 times, and couldn't get past that awful opening line.</a>" in reference to David Streitfeld's New York Times article, "Lawsuit Shakes Foundation of a Man’s World of Tech".  (This is not a joke, the first sentence of this article is actually:  "MEN invented the Internet."  Way to gloss over the existence of all the women whose work has also contributed to the existence of the Internet!)</p>

<p>I had a <a href="http://blogs.usask.ca/slb534/archive/2011/02/put_off_by_book.php">similar experience when I picked up a book on game theory</a> and was slapped in the face with the author's presentation that women are not the ones doing game theory, they are the sex objects who serve to distract the game theorist, who is of course, male.  I totally ragequit that book.  </p>

<p>This happened AGAIN when I picked up A Game of Thrones and read the first page.  One of the characters said something to shame breastfeeding.  As a breastfeeding mother, I ragequit this book.  I can understand that the book is FICTION and it's just something a character said, not something the author themselves actually believe.  But, was it really necessary for the author to shame breastfeeding to accomplish whatever goal they had for weaving this part of the story?  I don't know.  I'm going to pick up the book and try again sometime soon.  </p>

<p>But it's cool to have a word for this now.  :)  Ragequit.</p>

<p>I predict that some people would say that if you are ragequitting all the time, you are being too sensitive.  But that's a mistake.  In fact, discrimination is so rampant that everyone is just used to it!!!  Since you see so many people ragequitting, it shows how far away our society actually is from equal treatment of everyone.</p>]]>

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<title>Deeply happy</title>
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<created>2012-05-05T23:03:02Z</created>
<summary type="text/plain">There are lots of things that make me happy. Here is one of them. Several months ago, I treated myself and bought my very own copy of Probabilistic Graphical Models: Principles and Techniques by Daphne Koller and Nir Friedman. When...</summary>
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<![CDATA[<p>There are lots of things that make me happy.  Here is one of them.</p>

<p>Several months ago, I treated myself and bought my very own copy of Probabilistic Graphical Models: Principles and Techniques by Daphne Koller and Nir Friedman.  When I got it, of course I read thru the table of contents and delightfully skimmed through the book and figured out what I knew already (very little!) and what I did not know yet (most of the book!)  </p>

<p>Anyway, this is what makes me happy:  I was reading through somebody's work today and I observed that a discussion they had about the nature of human knowledge could be clarified  with some analysis a la Russell and James (see previous blog entry, <a href="http://blogs.usask.ca/slb534/archive/2011/07/cognitive_reali.php">Cognitive Realism & Cognitive Relativism</a>)</p>

<p>Then, I read a little further and noticed they had implemented an algorithm in a certain way, and I wanted to compare their way with a more general way (according to what I assumed I would take in an undergrad course), and so I pulled out the Koller and Friedman book, and I found what I wanted to find.  While I was there, I browsed around the book again and some of the other pages jumped out at me, so I read them.  The book speaks to me differently as months pass!  Different things jump out.  </p>

<p>This meandering, this reading and writing, this pushing and being pushed by knowledge is very enjoyable, and rare.  It's like the whole universe of books and knowledge just wants to be EXPERIENCED.  And that's what I'm doing.  I'm "doing" the knowledge on my bookshelf by mixing it with my own thoughts.  </p>

<p>This makes me deeply happy.  </p>

<p>I also feel really lucky because most people in the world don't have access to books like I do, or the spare time to be able to read them, or a healthy body that is not preoccupied with hunger or illness or other physical challenges preventing them from enjoying intellectual things.  </p>]]>

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